i dun wanna. i am gonna.

i was rethinking myself.

and i thought to myself.

why post up why u are emo and sad?

why boast to the world about your sadness. about your pessimism.

why not instead boast to the world about your happiness only?

boast about your friends. the things u cherish. the little accomplishments.

the BIG thoughts. the small thoughts.

i guess i am trying to pull my life back. the carefree me.

but even a better version this time.

we are all just updating our softwares and giving it a major fix if it crashes after all right?

so currently. i will try to accomplish two things.

one which i have stated before.

secondly. boast about my happiness. let the whole damn world know i am egoistic and seriously prideful about something. let them know. for they will only hate u if they do not have it.

for we do not want to live to provoke others. for we do not want things to control us.

for we do not want to see people Boasting about their sadness in their blogs, facebook, msn, etc.........

thats about my thought.

so. as some of u may know. i have been terribly sick and recovered last weekend.

but guess what now? zzz. fucking sick again!

this time sore-throat, fever, headache.

fuck the stress man. keep making me sick. diu!

ISU due tomorrow. i still have to work now. sigh.

i do not want to work. but i must work.

i do not want to argue. but i have to make my stand clear.

i do not want to screw up. but it seems to be my talent. lawl.

i do not want to stop walking. but u asked me to.

zh3n