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i suddenly forgot what to type altho i had it in my brain 5 minutes ago... lol.

must be the green environment taking its effect. lol.

did you know that 33 year old Jason Mraz will never get married until same sex marriage is legal?

and no. his fiancée is not a guy. lol.

"And try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
And see him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all"

now.

i don't know about you. but i expect a lot from myself in life.

i like to achieve. and i believe. the best way to achieve is to salvage things.

but can we salvage ourselves?

so what does the line from Mraz have to do with all this?

asking us to picture a man doing perfect rather than destruction?

is it possible to even picture in the first place.

many will start picturing godly figures but stop. pay attention. the line says "man".

i always prefer to count my mistakes rather than the things i did right.

i don't know why. i believe and hope its in everyone of us. hoping to be perfect.

counting ur wrongs. making u wanna be more perfect. ignoring the right we did.

so at the end. we pretty much label ourselves as an un-idealistic human.

I live under the stress of being not perfect but it is the stress that pushes me to be perfect.

i wanted to type "we" instead of "i". but who am i to generalize?

who am i to put any sort of label on humanity. to define it. to show the true path.

and is it healthy to live under the stress of not being perfect? is it right?

and no. this time i did not ask help from god. i ask help from myself.

zh3n