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Saturday, April 09, 2011

wrong.



I feel like the big words of this blog is wrong.


and many contents are wrong.



so i am changing.

not moving.










zh3n for the last time.

Friday, April 08, 2011

the beast and the mona lisa.

hey.





haha.



funny how i rarely use that word now a days.

hey.


the only thing right now that i feel is funny.



i used to tell people life is funny and a joke.
not reallising that i defined my life.
i am funny and i am a living joke.



before u continue reading. i would want to warn you.

that again. this post will not be colourful or interesting. it is of black and white. dull.

and if u decide to read. u would keep your opinions to yourself.

one last term. only people who care. can read.

because this is a story. a story of a man or boy. who had it all. and lost it all. over days.

sympathy is not needed. thank you.





Mona Lisa.

one of the most precious and beautiful painting in the world.

her smile hides her sorrows. her laughs hides her problems. her personality hides her world.

not everyone can appreciate a painting. but this is not a painting. this is. Mona Lisa.

it is not an object. it is alive. with emotions. with thoughts. with value.


the Beast.

this was an object to his emotions. it was an object to his sins. it was an object to himself.

i am not saying he is dead. but if u view from it from a certain angle. yes he is.

cause he has his life so tied to himself. he thought he had it all. done it all. and continue to do it all.

but what if. one day. the beast. who had it all. lost it all?

I believe this is the test that God is putting through.


hah.
funny.

funny how i mentioned God.

for the most of you who know who i was. u would know that. I don't believe in God.

it is sad that until to this point of life. i only realised. there is one. and there has always been one.

i was just too blinded by my own ego to see it or acknowledge it fully.

I believe this is like how my old friends use to say. "believe me. he will have his ways of approaching you."

should have believed you.

should have not believe the devil.

should have think.

should have learn.

should have died.


When i realised. that i had to change.

that's when. humanity came back.

and like it or not. humans need help. need god. need forgiveness.

guilt.
shame.
understanding.
sorrow.
loneliness.
love.
hate.
regret.
remorse.
careless.
thankful.
and many more.

were a mix of emotions felt within 5 days. you could not imagine the overwhelming feeling. but. Who am I to complain?


i realised it when i broke and stained the Mona Lisa. Something the whole world valued but i din't learn to value. I am lost for words.

All i can do now.

in my ability.

is to change.


i have given deep thoughts about many things.

even whether i should go to that church.

everybody is asking me to stay away from her.

and maybe i should. for after all.

i am the beast.









viva la vida - coldplay.



i am sorry Mona Lisa. I can't give up on you. I don't want to. but if i love you. I guess I have to.



zh3n

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

2nd mix. when i'm sick.

yeap.



the title says it all.

i'm sick. (like for real. not like i'm sick! yeah!)

this is my second mix.


less planned, more spontaneous.

forgive me again if got mistakes.



before u start. i apologize for a very stupid mistake within the mix =_=

it's at the end. at the party by Uffie / Justice

accidently click play =__=



anyways. enjoy urselfs. or hurt ur ears.


its 30 mins plus.

give it a preload preferably. sorry cant use mixpod. it doesn't support fileden no more.

quality might be abit crappy.

again. comments are appreciated.
















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Sunday, February 27, 2011

διάσωση

i suddenly forgot what to type altho i had it in my brain 5 minutes ago... lol.

must be the green environment taking its effect. lol.



did you know that 33 year old Jason Mraz will never get married until same sex marriage is legal?

and no. his fiancée is not a guy. lol.


"And try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
And see him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all"


now.

i don't know about you. but i expect a lot from myself in life.
i like to achieve. and i believe. the best way to achieve is to salvage things.

but can we salvage ourselves?


so what does the line from Mraz have to do with all this?


asking us to picture a man doing perfect rather than destruction?


is it possible to even picture in the first place.


many will start picturing godly figures but stop. pay attention. the line says "man".


i always prefer to count my mistakes rather than the things i did right.

i don't know why. i believe and hope its in everyone of us. hoping to be perfect.

counting ur wrongs. making u wanna be more perfect. ignoring the right we did.

so at the end. we pretty much label ourselves as an un-idealistic human.


I live under the stress of being not perfect but it is the stress that pushes me to be perfect.

i wanted to type "we" instead of "i". but who am i to generalize?


who am i to put any sort of label on humanity. to define it. to show the true path.

and is it healthy to live under the stress of not being perfect? is it right?


and no. this time i did not ask help from god. i ask help from myself.













zh3n

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

a mix :)

mushi mushi.....


this is zhensern-sann wit the gay ponytail :D

this is my first mix with a program only.

there were be slight mistakes here and there but forgive me as i do not even have proper EQs

all i can say is i tried my best =)



it's 30 minutes long. wit a compilation of 18 diff songs. if including overlapping same songs. its 20.


WAIT FOR a 5 MINS PRELOAD. so it doesn't lag later.
especially if u have slow internet. then yea. preload longer.
it will be worth it :)




MusicPlaylistView Profile
Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Song List.

1. Top of the world
2. We are rockstars
3. Warp 1.9
4. Warp 7.7
5. Break Da Riverside
6. Punkass
7. How i like it
8. We no speak Americano
9. Bonbon (pitbul vs americano)
10. I like that
11. Gettin' Over
12. Fireworks
13. Club can't handle me
14. Shots
15. Yes

99% OF THE CREDITS GO THE ARTISTS AND PRODUCERS WHO CREATED THE SONGS ABOVE.

Note : For those who don't really enjoy house type or anything close.
i recommend u skip to the middle.

however, i would prefer if u listen the whole thing lah :)


constructive comments are appreciated.

just bear in mind that this is a party mix. so yea. it will be abit loud and noisy :)

hope u guys enjoy it.












zh3n

Saturday, November 20, 2010

why does hiatus sound so wierd?

kinda busy.



with college nowadays...


hahah. and honestly. i dun even feel like blogging anymore ==

just giving random updates to keep it alive :D


however. this is not some random update that post one picture wit one titile.
random updates have their meaning too.



this is a proper update.


i am stuck between the....

Numark mixtrack pro which comes wit virtual DJ LE. ( as recommended by bui yan)


i want this shit. but i still wanna do more research 1st.




some reviews argue that hercules mk4 is better.


and it is this small shit....






however. this shit over here. the vestax typhoon. REALLY caught my eye.

TX742 (326×326)

comes in red and black too if u hate white and silver...

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gah! choices.


these are just digital mixers which are operated through laptops.


optimized mobility for partying anywhere. but are not on the same par as professional EQs ofcos.



i wanna invest on one of these...

to see how far my interest will go. :)


mixing.


is addictive -.-

like a mother fucker.





i remember those days were we used to remember neutron star collision.
and i know these days we do not remember neutron star collision.

life is funny. so go on :)














zh3n

Saturday, November 06, 2010

i'm perfect.












JD.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

WE LOVE SURVEYS! :D

YES!



ZS HAS REOPENED HIS BLOG.


FOR U TO TAKE A SURVEY!


please T-T


Sunday, October 03, 2010

if i were to dedicate a post to you.

yes.

to you.


LANGUAGETRANSLATION
ABÉmon ko lo fon
ABOURÉu'm wloloho
AFARko kicinio
AFRIKAANSek het jou lief / ek is lief vir jou
ALBANIANtë dua
ALSATIANich hab die lieb
AMHARICafekirahalehu (woman to man) / afekirishalehu (man to woman)
Dialectal ARABIC (North African)n'bghick
Dialectal ARABIC (Eastern)bahebbak (to a man) / bahebbik (to a woman)
Literary ARABICأُحِبُّكَ (ouhibbouka) - to a man
أُحِبُّكِ (
ouhibbouki) - to a woman
Tunisian ARABICnhebbik
ARMENIANԵս Քեզ սիրում եմ (yes kez siroum em)
ASTURIANquiérote
ATIKAMEKWki sakihitin
ATTIÉmin bou la yé
AZERImen seni sevirem
BAMBARAné bi fè
BAOULEmi klôa
BASHKIRмин хинэ яратау (min khine yaratau)
BASQUEmaite zaitut
BASSAme gwes wè
BELARUSIANКахаю цябе (kahaju ciabie)
BENGALIaami tomakey bhalo bashi
BERBERhamlagh-kem (to a woman) / hamlagh-k (to a man)
BOBOma kia bé nà
BOSNIANvolim te
BRETONkarout a ran ac'hanout / da garout a ran / me az kar
BULGARIANобичам те
BURMESEnga nin ko chit te
BUSHI-NENGÉ TONGOmi lobi you
CATALANt'estimo
CH'TIj't'aquiers
CHAMORROhu guiya hao
CHECHENsun ho ez (to a woman)
sun ho vez (to a man)
CHEROKEEgvgeyui
CHEYENNEne'mehotatse
CHINESE (MANDARIN)我爱你 (wo ai ni)
CORSICANamu tè / ti tengu cara (to a woman) / ti tengu caru (to a man)
CROATIANvolim te
CZECHmiluji tě
DAKOTAchantechiciya
DANISHjeg elsker dig
DARIman tu ra dost darom
DIOULAm'bi fê
DOUALAna tondi wa
DUTCHik houd van jou / ik hou van je
ENGLISHI love you
ESPERANTOmi amas vin
ESTONIANma armastan sind
EWEme lonwo
EWONDOma ding wa
FANGma dzing wa / ma gnôre wa
FAROESEeg elski teg
FINNISHminä rakastan sinua
FLEMISH (WESTERN)'k zien je geeren
FONun nyi wan nu we
FRENCHje t'aime
FRISIANik hâld fan dy
FRIULANo ti vuei ben
FULAmido yidouma
GALICIANamo-te / ámote / quero-te / quérote
GALLOj'sea un diot do tae
GBAYAmi ko me
GEORGIANme shen mikvarxar
GERMANich liebe Dich
GREEKΣ' αγαπώ (s'agapo)
GUARANÍrojhayhû
GUJARATIhun tane prem karun chhun
HAITIAN CREOLEmwen renmen'w / mouin rinmin'w
HAUSAina sonki (man to woman)
ina sonka (woman to man)
HAWAIANaloha wau iā ‘oe
HEBREWani ohev otakh (man to woman)
ani ohevet otkha (woman to man)
HINDImain tumse pyar karta hoo (man to woman>
mai tumse pyar karathi hun (woman to man)
HMONGkuv hlub koj
HUNGARIANszeretlek
ICELANDICég elska þig
INDONESIANsaya cinta padamu / saya cinta kamu
INUKTITUT (KALAALLISUT)asavakkit
IRISH GAELICtá grá agam duit
ITALIANti amo
JAPANESEaishitemasu / aishiteru (barely used)
anata ga daisuki desu ("cute")
KABYLIANhamlagh-kem (man to woman)
hamlaghk (woman to man)
KANNADAnaanu ninnanna pritisutteney
KAZAKHmyen syeni sooyom / myen syeni zhaksi koryem
KHMERbang srolaïgn ôn (man to woman)
ôn srolaïgn bang (woman to man)
KIKONGOmu me zola nge
KIKUYUningwendete
KILUBAKATami nkuswele
KINYARWANDAndagukunda
KIRGHIZmen seni sueum
KIRUNDIndagukunda
KOREANsaranghe
KURDISHez te hez dikim
LAOkhoi hak tchao lai
LATINte amo
LATVIANes tevi mīlu
LIGURIANmi te amu / t'amo / t'amu
LINGALAna lingi yo
LITHUANIANaš tave myliu
LOW SAXONik hou van ju
LUSOGAnkwendha
LUXEMBOURGEOISech hun dech gäer
MACEDONIANte sakam (courant) / te ljubam (littéraire)
MALAGASYtiako ianao / tia anao aho (stronger)
MALAYaku cinta padamu
MALAYALAMenikku ninné ishtamaanu
MALTESEinħobbok
MANXta graih aym ort
MAORIkei te aroha au i a koe
MARATHImajha tujhyavar prem aahe / mi tujhyavar prem karto
MARQUESANhinenao au ia oe
MAURITIAN CREOLEmo konten twa
MBOmi ding wo
MINAun lon o
MONGOLIANБи чамд хайртай (bi chamd khairtai)
MORÉmam nong-a fo
MUNUKUTUBAmu zola ngé
NAPOLETANOte voglio bene
NDEBELEniya ku tanda
NEPALIma timilai prem garchhu
NORWEGIANjeg elsker deg
OCCITANt'aimi
OSSETIANæз дæ уарзын (æž dæ waržyn)
PAPIAMENTUmi ta stima bo
PERSIANدوستت دارم (dustat dâram - formal) / duset dâram (informal)
POLISHkocham cię
PORTUGUESEamo-te / eu te amo (Brazilian Portuguese)
PUNJABImein tenu pyar karda han (male speaker)
mein tenu pyar kardi han (female speaker)
QUECHUA de CUZCOmunakuyki
RAPA NUIhanga rahi au kia koe
ROMANIkamaù tut
ROMANIANte iubesc
RUSSIANЯ тебя люблю (ya tebya l'ubl'u)
SAMOANou te alofa ia te oe
SANGOmbi yé mô
SANSKRITस्निह्यामि त्वयि (snihyāmi tvayi)
SARDINIANdeo t’amo (logudorese) / deu t’amu (campidanese)
SCOTTISH GAELICtha gaol agam ort / tha gaol agam oirbh
SENUFOmô mi dènè
SERBIANя те волим (ja te volim) / волим те (volim te)
SESOTHOke ya ho rata
SHIBUSHIanaou tiakou / zahou mitiya anaou
SHIKOMORIngam hwandzo
SHIMAOREni su hu vendza
SHONAndinokuda
SINDHImoon khay tu saan piyar aahay
SINHALAmama oyata aadareyi (spoken) / mama obata aadareyi (formal)
SLOVAKľúbim ťa / milujem ťa
SLOVENIANljubim te / rad te imam (male speaker) / rada te imam (female speaker)
SOBOTAvolim te / se te volime (lit.)
SOMALIwaan ku jecelahay
SONHRAÏaye go bani
SONINKÉna moula
SPANISHte amo / te quiero
SUSUira fan ma
SWAHILInakupenda
SWEDISHjag älskar dig
TAGALOGmahal kita / ini-ibig kita
TAHITIANua here vau ia oe
TAJIKIjigarata bihrum duhtari hola (man to woman)
tra lav dorum (woman to man)
TAMILnaan unnai kadalikiren
TATARмин сини яратам (min sini yaratam)
TELUGUnenu ninnu premisthunnanu
TETUNhau hadomi o
THAIผมรักคุณ (phom rak khun) - man speaking
ฉันรักคุณ (
chan rak khun) - woman speaking
TIBETANna kirinla gaguidou
TIGRIGNAye fikireka eye (woman to man) / ye fikireki eye (man to woman)
TONGANofa atu
TSHILUBAndji mukunanga
TURKISHseni seviyorum
TURKMENseni söýärin
TUVANмэн сэни ынакшир (men seni ynakshir)
UDMURTmon tone jaratiśko
UKRAINIANЯ тебе кохаю (ia tebe kohaiu)
URDUmein tumse mohabbat karta hoon (man to woman)
main tumse mohabbat karti hoon (woman to man)
mujhe tum se pyar heh
UZBEKmen seni sevaman / men seni yahshi ko'raman (less formal)
VALENCIANte vullk
VENETIANt'amo
VEPSminä armastan sindai
VIETNAMESEanh yêu em (man to woman)
em yêu anh (woman to man)
VUTEma wou ndoune
WALLISIANeau manako ia koe / eau ofa ia koe
WALOON (orthographe à betchfessîs)dji vs voe voltî
WELSHrydw i'n dy garu di
WEST INDIAN CREOLEmwen enmen'w
WOLOFdamala nob / damala beug
XHOSAndiyakuthanda
YAKUTМин эйиигин таптыыбын (min eyiigin taptyybyn)
YEMBAmen nkon' wou
YENICHEy hob ti
YIDDISHich hob dir lib
YIPUNUni wu rondi
YORUBAmoni ife e














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